I think it’s fair to say that I chose hopelessness
And inflicted it on the rest of us
But at least I’ve come to terms with my own mortality
We search for different ways to make it through the wall
Resign our parents’ interests will one day be our own
(Source: Spotify)
Problem: Feeling entirely shitty
Solution: Reblog. Every. Single. Cat. Picture.
(Source: comiques)
Depression comics! Aaaah.
Bigger version here:
http://jessfink.com/kwe/I keep believing this will happen someday but it never does. I am 30 years old and I still get waylaid by anxiety and depression.
What has happened instead is I’ve gotten better at dealing with it. Instead of curling up in a ball and crying in bed all day I cry for maybe and hour and then I try to do SOMETHING even if it’s just the dishes. I have to accept the fact that I’m never going to not be afraid of everything, I am just going to get better at managing my fear and maybe that is what being an adult is.
I adore this and relate completely. <3
ktom:
pressure is just way too much right now
This. Tomorrow.
For now I am going to get the sleep I sorely need.
“I’m reaching my quota of tears for the year”
Reno Dakota - Magnetic Fields
I usually don’t feel like I’m that articulate with how I feel or anything, but currently all I feel is summed up by:
“I DON’T WANT TO (SEEM LIKE I) HAVE EXPECTATIONS FOR A FUTURE WITH THIS PERSON”
The rest of this week:
- eat properly
- wear dresses, feel better about self
- don’t be afraid to talk to people
- stop picking face
- utilize space better
- do the things I write down
- take breaks but remember to GO BACK TO WORK
Definitely have a case of the dirty twirls. AUGH.
